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It’s been a while since I’ve last wrote blog post but I’m back. Let’s begin with gratitude. Gratitude we’re still alive and well. Life has taken many twist and turns in the last couple years. A lot of the knowledge that I had absorbed was put to the test. I had reached a point in life where, it was time to use the tools I had acquired. It’s really easy to get caught up in wanting to build up an arsenal and accumulate tools for the job, but eventually it’s time to put some of those tools to work. 

It’s truly paradoxical. If you want to continue to build up your tool shed. You must start the job to find out what’s truly missing.

Well let’s just say, I got the job started and now have to reassess the current tools being used for the job.

Life is all about cycles. The moon has a cycle, the earth has a cycle, women’s periods have a cycle. Everything in this universe is cyclical. The nature of the universe is to cycle back to itself. If you pay close attention you can see these cycles show up in your environment or in own life. Whether that be past traumas or health issues or thought patterns you thought were put to rest, it will eventually resurface. The goal is to be aware and approach it gracefully as it makes it’s way back to you. If you do use the right tools for the job and truly try to understand this new lesson or issue masked as something different. It’ll be a longer cycle. If you’re oblivious and reactive to it, you’ll face the same issues or circumstances in a shorter span of time.

These are simply opportunities to level up by increasing your level of awareness and transcend the present moment.  

If the message isn’t getting through, the lessons get harder and consequences can become brutal every loop around. Eventually that in itself becomes a problem. This has nothing to do with karma and everything to do with the way life is designed. Decode the cycle to break through it. Once you’ve broken through it, you have taken the power back, which means you’ll have the ability re-write it.

This can be tied into ego. The ego is a survival mechanism meant to keep you alive. Even if it means putting up with the same issues over and over again. Why? Because at least it’s familiar territory and it knows you’ve managed to navigate it in the past. The challenge lies in surrendering to the uncertainty. Ego would much rather suffer in a predictable cycle of suffering than, Die in the authenticity of the unknown. Suffering is a choice. 

Transformation begins when you stop playing the role and regain your power as the source. You’re the author. What once broke you can feel like clarity as  fragments of yourself  move from resistance to revelation. The resonance of truth leads to new heights.

It was never meant to punish you. It was designed to awaken you.